Jeff get back here...

I'm needing to do some more things in my life so I don't lose my mind about the small things. and just to clarify--it was not my mother nor did I ever really think it was her.

Sometimes I like to get all angry and self righteous (like the people who send me messages or post on message boards) it gets me all motivated and I get so much done. Last night I did all this writing--fueled on OUTRAGE. That and coffee. Felini always said that he had to have an 'enemy' to fight--someone to 'shock' in order to create his films--it helped inspire him. Leo and I are NOT Felini-like. Just to clarify. Though he does have the italian nanny--who's last day is today. God, I hope she makes pasta again.